will you bring me someone to love?

cookie:           I'm only afraid of finding someone to fall in love with, is that lame?

mav:              is that lame

                      NO

                      because i wake up every morning fighting that fear

                      but you know at the same time i have decided that you have to make  
                        yourself happy and surround yourself with the people you want to 
                        be around and hope that in that moment fate will show you who you 
                        are meant to spend the rest of your love life with

for however often we've been told that not only do the best things come to those who wait, but more importantly that those best things come to you when you stop looking, who can ever really wait while they stop looking?

it's terrifying to think of being somewhere you don't think you'll be able to find love. almost 60% of the population here is off limits in my mind, but i love my friends and think i have a pretty good life here, so which is more important? fun with friends or some sense of the real imminent possibility of finding your one true love?

i still haven't decided. i agree with john, paul, george and ringo though that "there's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be." being here feels right, right now. so i will stay and continue to hope that love hasn't forgotten my address.